Wanting to keep me another day
Couldn't do I as heart was on the surface cleared
Nitroglycerin several times
My pressure still not stable
And yes I take very seriously
If you only knew the entire picture
She cried and cried for me

I just couldn't anymore
I do not have to explain she the few doctors
Who ask the question
BUT ARENT LISTENING
AND FOR A DOCTOR TO ASK WHAT ONE OF THE GENERIC MEDS IM ON zenflex A muscle relaxer turn to the the nurse and ask what is this one
Ran anger up and down my broken spine
I must see several doctors
Have a nuclear stress
My LDL not good on meds for that now
I do not have an appetite and when I do eat I eat healthy
My meds were not given at the time needed and having to go through withdrawals I do not think I need to explain
It drives me nuts when all aren't on the same page and when I ask questions they become annoyed

Then as this all happened on the first day of school and having been admitted Eva missed second da thankfully it was a Friday
Then we come to Monday having that meeting with those who were suppose to help mom and corissa both failed mom to take her and Corissa to pick her up
Never happened
And because having been separated for the first time from me
I her everything someone she knows who is always there not to have any worries have told both my adult children
Shame on you both to put a innocent child who came into this world and have any worries is never ever going to happen
I told them I will be taking and picking her up no matter how hard it is
Her calm and happiness is what I am concerned about
So yes my friend I'm home
Struggling
May my Heavenly Father ease my pain
I pray your life to can get stable
I know you know exactly what I we are going through
Where is the compassion
Where is the love

On a good note
She is enjoying herself in school
And loves the live notes I put in her lunch box
She too is special
So special
With all my love to you dear friend
And the the ones who know my story
I apologize for not writing
But know I pray for you all
Just to know I am heard and not alone
Love
Me