Once again
As she goes to bed with tears
I want to punch a wall
Oh how angry I am
My body is killing me
With so many days with no sleep
Pressure not stable
And it is so clear why
And I tell myself
Just breath
Just breath
My neck shoulders
My knees
My lower back
My head my hands
My feet
That's pretty much the body from head to toe
To say I wish I never had the surgery
Not the case
I had no choice
But to be maimed as a result of the surgery
Yeah you bet it all comes to a head
Having to take the meds I do
Yeah you bet
26 years of sobriety
I want to say for what
But I know better
It be a lesson I know
He's pulling me closer
No doubt
It is the only thing I have done right
Me