I see my pdoc today at 1:30. I'm hoping she will be open to working with the meds I'm on rather than trying to push me to take another one... there are no good options.

I have an appointment to have another injection in my neck tomorrow afternoon. Meanwhile, I can't take the Diclofenac or other NSAIDs like Advil or Aleve, because of the increased risk of bleeding, until after I have it. All I can take is Tylenol for the time being, and that doesn't work, so I'll be suffering a little more.

My neurologist said that it's okay to have the Tysabri (MS med) infusions, so I have to make an appointment, but I'm so overwhelmed by all the other ones I have already have scheduled, I don't want to do it, but will have to.


I have not had an easy life, I feel like my quality of life is pretty poor, and I'm very isolated. I've been thinking a lot about these things, and some of it has been leaking into regular conversations. Not only am I depressed, I'm depressing. Not good.

I hope that I'll start to see some improvement with whatever med adjustments my pdoc makes soon. I know that probably won't happen unless I agree to take another ridiculous med, like Zyprexa, tho.