Is she that good and go as far as she did
To get as she put it
"I need this more for me"
Getting a text
"Can I come home for a few days"
What do you think my first question was
"Are you okay"
"Are you hurt"
I need to come home
And it all dissolved when I didn't have money to give but spent a gleeful night watching my grandchild and how the next few days could be like
Getting all ready to register for school all changed when I couldn't give her money
Gets on phone with the root of much what is going south
Daddy with the money
And changes what she asked for
OMG
What the f just happened
I could go on and on and on
Influenced by a young drinker
Who prefers vodka
To be 20 and have an acquired taste for vodka is a great concern
On every level
Asking my Heavenly Father to please not let go of me
To help me go through this accepting what I CANNOT change
And for it to not hurt so badly
And for her to not fall to hard
I believe the few understand what I mean
Thank you
That's all
Me