It sounds like having Vanessa around will be good for you as long as she doesn't become too authoritative. She sounds very helpful and interested in your well-being.

Moderate constipation can definitely make you nauseous… I'm sorry you are feeling so lousy from it
Have you tried taking a bottle of liquid magnesium citrate? It will usually do the trick. I suggest any flavor but the lemon-lime.

I was thinking of you this morning when I was having my first cigarette of the day. I woke up feeling so much better, and I wish you could wake up feeling better some day soon, too
I was wondering if Rexulti could help you. BUT 1) It's an atypical antipsychotic, so it comes with a lot of potential side effects, and 2) it's expensive (I know you get extra help with scripts tho), so I don't know if it would be a good option for long-term use. I'm not going to be on it for long and I'm getting free samples. Maybe you can ask your pdoc about it? IDK. What are your thoughts about it Bobby?

Love to you today