When she was delivering Eva it was just 2 weeks I had my second spine surgery
Hovering over her
Holding my head up
My body so broken
And the judge seen with all
I have custody
Trying time and time again
For mod and daughters to have moments to reaclimate herself with her child only not to follow through
But she can make it to Coney Island and have a grand time with troubled father she is hooked on
What else can I say
So done
So absolutely done
Now to be questioned and her wanting what she wants under the current circumstances
Never going to happen
To see her fear that she will be taken
I just want to deck her
You all get what I'm saying
We had a little time in the car before I walked her to the door
I am broken-hearted
Just broken
She doesn't want to talk with her mom or father
As she told the workers she doesn't want to go to their home
It is the grandmothers apartment and they live with her
Her son pushed his mother
And Eva witnessed this
I will not force her in anyway
I goal is she be happy with
NO WORRIES
can you imagine a first grader
Recognized to be gifted on a waiting list for the new school
Loves school
Kisses and told her
Who's having a great day
She says
I am
I say
Why
She says
Cause nobody is gonna spoil my day
This is how I send her off
Every single day
My family tiny
No mother around
She never was
And my entire family is in Hungary
ALL
So alone in this
I have Heavenly Father
But a physical body
Nope
Only Corissa
Me