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Originally Posted by PamelaJune
Oh Eva, there it is, your children each still talk to one another. Your son knows the truth of it. I so wish I could help you, all I have are words and at present they're not very nice ones of the fruit of your loins.
But I can say; I can tell you, choose your sister: Tell your children you will never give up, but you are sad to say in blatant honesty that they have, you accept their choice made; they gave up yesterday, today & tomorrow with nary a thought to you or their future.
We know, us both know, your children will always be your children, but maybe they need this jolt, this sideways action of you not resisting, just accepting, you choose life, they choose of their own making to not help & you are not going to fight it. Let them feel in a week or 2 when they need you, you're not there. See what happens then. Your thoughts are so focussed on problem after problem, child after child, look on this as a mini break from them & theres.
So tired here, can't think coherently, chose your sister dear Eva, she will help I pray  |
Dear dear friend
I have had a terrible night
Up since 2:00
And cannot stop you know what
The tears are dry now
My granddaughter turns awake to hug me
My sister to come and help me today with laundry
Oh PamelaJune
It hurts so hard
But I must
What is wrong
I should not feel this lonely
And afraid
She may be pregnant
My youngest did exactly what the babies mother did
Not a word
I'm so scared
Oh PamelaJune
What is wrong with me
It hurts so hard
The abandoned feeling
And to look at this child and her worrying is not an option
She will fight with me
The mother now calls not when she shouldn't
Off the hook
She does not want to talk to her
And I'm the bad guy
She did this
All of it
And I'm letting it affect me
Trying so hard not to but it is
I will dear one
I have but this place to come to
I know you get
I know you do
Thanks
So where from here
I don't know
Love
Me