Oh.

It's very hard having a disability. I know exactly what you mean about the way people treat you.

I used to be really bright and I was so good at talking... always the right words.
But then I fell and hit my head and I was living in hydrogen sulfide... and now I get confused a lot. But I still have a good vocabulary some of the time, so people either seem to be taking advantage of me because I'm slow, or expecting more from me than I can possibly do.

Do you mean that you are actually falling down? like to the ground?

Do you know what is causing that?

I fall, I think it's from the nerve damage. But it's been a few weeks since I fell.

Do you have any idea what your B12 level is? I know you don't think that's a part of your problem... it's just that for me my level had to get a LOT higher before it helped. When my B12 level goes below 900 then I start feeling really depressed... and stress lowers my B12 level.

You sound as if you have a lot of stress.

(((((((Mommy))))))))

Is there something that you like to do? What do you like to do?