Yes, I am big on chocolate! I am not depressed either right now tho. I'm just pigging out!!!

I am still trying to be thrifty. I think the search is part of the appeal for me.

I'm so happy you are not feeling depressed, and can read again
Depression (and definitely anxiety) can interfere with concentration.

I do understand what you mean about not taking your money with you, but you are not so old that you should be certain that you are at the end of your life. You may have many more years left to live