I am a lot older than you and my father has been dead for a long time and I made peace with him after he had the stroke and I saw him suffer and his taking it like a man. then he became a hero to me. that helped big time. the other night I radiated with love for him even though he called me every name in the book when he was raging. I hope it happens to you!
I don't know about andy. I just asked for an email. He always had karisma.
I am really ticked at my youngest fat nephew. He said practice practice. I told him richard said not to.
love
bobby