I just saw how much I spent this month and it was way too much. It almost made me depressed. I think i can control myself except for food. for most of my life I have been extraordinary strict besides not having much to spend if you don't include the money I made from working to pay for graduate school.
wish me luck.hopefully i can control myself now. I haven't tried to lately. I have been spending as an antidepressant and while I am actually buying it worked but when I stopped buying it stopped working. I also just ordered another edition of the torah by kaplan and will try to read some everyday. I don't know how successful I will be. I don't have good self control