Endoscopy showed severe inflammation of the intestinal tract. Nothing to indicate why I vomited up 10 blood bags. Nor do they know where it came from. The haematoma as been mentioned frequently as a possibility... he Finns a polyp which he took and sent off for biopsy. Good rmorning result, nothing there. Still problem with the left kidney, have to monitor. Lots of little gut complications all addded together with presenting pain making it hard for me to deal with particular as I seem to have my back pain under control. At least that's what Dr Gong said today.

No nerve block today, to much risk of infection still as my infection markers still very high but less than 200....

I may be here until Wednesday and the pain Mgt specialist may put me on the Tuesday list for an abdomanial wall nerve block then... (steroids) sigh....

I have to be extra careful of the mesh, hold myself when cough, not exert myself in anyway, and as we know I've been told I'm not able to bend or twist again.. I see the physio every day he says I'm making good progress and I have high, maybe a little too high expectation of myself

I even have trouble now on the loo twisting to wipe.... argh....