Just read your post, I'm so saddened to know you had to wait so long for your appt and then be told in a rush and while you're on your own so it's so hard to absorb. I hope you can make an appointment with his practice nurse and ask if they could please go over it all again with you so you can be sure you have all the information you need to move forward and manage your life. My heart feels heavy for you, I can well understand how hurt and shocked you are. Sending virtual hugs and support