I feel so badly b****ing about MY kidney problems…
How is it that I got an appointment in a week, and they left you flapping in the wind so long with such serious issues?

I hope that you call the office next week and can get some clear information from someone, or another appointment to see the doctor soon

And I hope that you can find a good forum to get support and more information from other people who have gone through/are going through what you are now