I am going to confront her and ask her why she was going against what the doctor recommended. I wonder what she will say. I am just touching my weight high again. who knows maybe he will change my diabetes medication.
I am so frustrated about my eating. I was safe until I almost went to bed. then I pigged out. I haven't checked ebay yet which is a good sign.I think I am going to eat a lot of eggs. I have been drinking maxwell house coffee again and like it so much better than the different keurig brands I have tried. I bought the do it yourself cups and will make my own. last night I had a sense of well being besides the eating and spending. I feel so relieved about telling on richard. before I would feel guilty and worry about getting him in trouble, especially since he has a three month old but this time I worried about myself first besides being grossed out.