I know things can get harder
So I ask that Heavenly Father hold me tightly
The phone off the hook
Looking for me to make things better
This includes my sisters second husband
Walk death
Had a liver transplant
On dialysis
Walks out of the hospital
Whenever he wants a drink
And to shoot up
The worst of it his mother Catherine call my home phone
I did not pick up
What else can I say
He is diseased and doesn’t want to do anything about it
How he get persons to bring him vodka strangers while in the hospital
Has no interest about his life
So does all he can until his body cannot take anymore
My children mother and youngest off the hook
My youngest I’ll with a woman’s problem
And calls me
Mom I don’t know what to do
Asked did you take your temperature
Response no thermometer
Was waiting for his mother to come home
This trash bag who has my daughter can’t even get a thermometer
I am certain it is a UTI that is traveling
She says she had the chills
FEVER
fever
I am so stressed out
Thus just a tiny bit of what yesterday had to hold
So we are into the new day
Hold me Heavenly Father
Hold me so tight
Me