BF, You have written often of your faith and scripture readings. Do your best to give this to God.....Let Him handle the overload you are dealing with at this time. I Pray you will have the strength to cope with all that you are dealing with.

I also pray your brother-in-law will come to his senses and assure you he is not moving you out.

BF, you are loved by God and cared about by all of us here at NT.

Gerry