Aww sweetie,
Don't be to hard on yourself. Just tell Bill that you appreciate what he did, and you really didn't mean to take it out on him.
![Sorry](images/smiliesb/sorry.gif)
Our pain doesn't understand birthdays, anniversaries, vacations or anything else. I hope after a little more sleep you feel better, and can enjoy the rest of the day. I'm sending very soft gentle hugs your way...(some people will do anything to get out of a birthday spanking lol)..
Mary