In one of my religious classes the teacher always quotes a wise man from centuries ago who says everything is for the best. Because of the explosion I was left in the position of fearing life and terrified of death. I thought that faith was the only way I could get out of the limbo I found myself in. I have to keep on reminding at times like these that was for the best and I found faith. I am supposed to read the Torah but haven't been able to yet. I will never get rid of the terror