For days, I have been sleeping day and night and doing twitter because it
distracts me while at the same time giving me people to react with ---
-- unlike t.v. for example.

Also we had an extra work meeting around Thanksgiving that threw me off.


Anyway, I tried to keep track but I lost a day. A few hours ago, I realized
that Monday is a work day!!!!!
ACK!!!!

I just want to go to bed whenever I want later and sleep all day tomorrow.

The only way to face the idea of getting up in the morning to shower
and get out the door on time is to give myself the option of leaving work early to come home.
I kind of bribe myself with these kinds of promises to come home early and
then do not follow through if I do not need to.



Hubby would like me to shower more. F him. He's comes from a culture overseas where they shower a lot.
Also, he did not grow up understanding mental illness and has
only somewhat figured it out after being with me for decades now
and DESPITE his own diagnosable issues.


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