I'm so sorry for all that you are going through. I totally get the feeling of just wanting it to stop. It's why I even considered doing the DRG when before I always knew an SCS would be an absolute LAST resort for me...but I reached that point and I'm thankful that it took so long because now the DRG is out and seems to have much better results than the traditional SCS. And in a few more years...who knows what advances they will make? I know they are testing new things all the time and hopefully you will find something that works for you. Hugs.