I so understand how you feel Catra. I feel that way too sometimes. I just keep reminding my family and friends how much pain I am in and that I'm doing the best I can. That's all we can do is our best. I know it hurts when they still just don't "get it". Nothing about having rsd is fair. When I am feeling low about having rsd and how I am treated I go in my room and just keep to myself and watch some shows that make me laugh. And I try to remind myself that whatever I am able to do is good enough. And then I vent to my family here at NT to help me get through the pain I am feeling. I Hope you know that you are not alone and that you are very much appreciated for all you do to help others here at NT. And I hope you have a better day today. Do something special just for yourself today. You most definitely deserve it. Hugs and Prayers.