I'm sorry you had a hard time sleeping at night because you obviously need the rest right now. I hope that things balance out for you so that you can nap when you need it and still get some sleep at night

It must be hard to deal with the possibility that the stroke-related fatigue may be permanent. All you can do is try to take things day by day

Whatever happened to the stroke forum you joined? Did you receive any help/advice from the members there?