May it be seasonal
May it be situational
Who the blank blanken know
But I don’t like it
Having a tough time with this broken body
But my mind means more to me than my body
I am never going to get better in them neck of the woods
But my mind is a different matter
Had a tough time with sleep
I woke to void this morning and my hair stuck to my face
I was crying in my sleep
Wish I knew why
But my hair
It’s evident I was crying
If I only knew why
Why
What was my brain thinking
I don’t remember my dreams anymore
I love to dream
That’s taken away
And when I think of a good friend and what they are going through
Brings me home to how I have treated myself
Hanging on
Hanging on
Still hanging on
Nobody should have to feel like I do
I doesn’t feel good
My body wants to be comfortable
It is so broken
Is everything falling apart
I feel like I’m never going to get to wherever it is I’m suppose to be going
I pray I’m not falling into another sad place
I need to feed this brain
It is in a crappy place
Help me Heavenly Father
Help me
Help me be free of this feeling
Rip it from me
I your name I ask
Amen