What a beautiful explanation that you get when thinking of it
How awesome it made my body feel
How important it is for one to be validated
Not just because
But as it is a real matter and is happening
Validate the pain
Bury it if you can
That will never work
As the tree sways as it may
Holding on to the windy days
For it is it’s tribulations it feels
Holding on
Going with the wind
And the the calm
The wonderful calm
Is serenity
Reaching for the ground
To wrap yourself in its beauty
The willow tree
It is my wish that we understand our journey is completely our own
And all that happens is our story
Some are beautiful and some are ugly

I turned the TV On
To hear a story of a young man in grammar school
Who has been bullied
Pouring milk on him shoving food down his shirt
It ripped my heart out as this mother videotaped him and how it felt for him
It went viral
May this young man become the angel he became for many who was afraid to talk
A child is on a road the moment they are born
It is up to us the villageand by that I mean the school and where were the adults
What were these children who bullied this young man and what was going on that they cannot see that is wrong
Where did they learn that bullying is okay when it is clearly an evil doing

My son now at a height 6’9” was builled when he was in school
And I had to handle this in the early 80’s
Because he was so tall and skinny

And two decades before him I was bullied
Deemed second tallest girl in grammar school
Standing straight my top height 5’9”

And boy did it come in my favor for the rest of my life
Yup tall lanky sexy momma
My height how many wish they had
And I would tell them be happy with who you are and what we are given
It wasn’t a name I liked “big bird”
Nope
Didn’t do anything for my self esteem
That’s what I got out of my height


And it always are the shorter than average man that would be interested
Oh the stories I could talk about

Living as a reputable sexy waitress for well over a decade
In the same town
And to run into them
Priceless sometimes
That’s all I have to say about that
The job I loved most in all my corporate bull
In the end working for my town I lived in since coming into this country at 5
I swore I would never work in city hall
I do NOT LIKE POLITICS
But it was the right time
And the right thing
12 and a 1/2 years
And was always red flagged keeping them honest they would be aware when I was in a room
And I loved it
Because the truth is the truth
Can’t manipulate the truth
And my relationship with my boss the mayor
Knows me well
I still call upon him
Know
Don’t lie to me
Caught him in a few

It’s poopy to have to go through so much corruption in my lifetime
I’m in absolute awe at the enormity of it

And I sway like that willow and entangle the truths that need to be addressed
Where were the adults
For this young man
And what about the other kids around watching
I watched him as he asked the question to his mother
Why do they do that
It’s hurting him
And he tells others to stay strong that it will get easier as you get older
Not true
The adults who are trained to be child educators
Roll models to many
This you man surly was a role model to anybody listening

To remember that awesome analogy of who we are
I hope Heavenly Father is pleased with us
We try and do the right thing
I am
And this poppy negative whatever wants me
And I won’t let it take me

Thank you of the reminding me who I am and who I strive to be
With much love

Today I take Eva to the doctors
She is not getting better
Three day rule
To the doctors today
Love
Me