Not what I want to be feeling right now
But this is what’s going on
It is not okay
Is this how it ends
How can this be okay
She is 33 and fallen into the abyss
She is not doing well
Mentally she is burnt
She needs love
And she doesn’t feel it from me because I don’t want to enable
But all I want to do is hold her
And never let go
It’s painful watching them not do as well as they should
I’m scared for them
May the world treat them with love
May they find you in front back side to side
May they be protected with your promises
Oh Heavenly Father make them who they are to be
Will call her and see how she is