I don’t understand how another feel good when seeing another in utter pain
Of all kinds
It all comes in waves
And I am the problem
Having this mind this body
I am responsible for
And I get to a point I don’t want it anymore
The effort isn’t effortless
It is hard
When in my day all I keep telling myself I will get through this
It will be over soon
That’s what I keep playing over and over and over
And it just keeps coming and coming and coming
Having my precious granddaughter
Doing it all over again
And for both father and mother no clue how I am now in the worse financial rut I’ve ever been
They put me there
They did
And my daughter doesn’t seem to understand
I spent the last I had for my grandchild made her a special
backpack for her
I don’t know how to post the pictures without the help from Corissa and she just doesn’t care
Point
Straight a’s made honor roll
How does one not see the love she has for learning
And she is rewarded with the understanding that it is all about feeling good about oneself
To be able to understand and the love of reading and how it is another world when one has a love of reading
How can two parents to this child ever know
Me
Getting her ready
And after Eva having the flu
At the end of it
She had an outbreak on her lip
It’s painful
Something she was born with via transmitted via mom before born
So if it’s an all out outbreak
It will take two weeks to pass
Poopy
Very poopy