I really feel sad for my kids
To not have the other parent be civil
No relationship
I have come to understand that someone from the other side wished me well
I have had no contact with anyone since my divorce only from one sister in law who has long passed
With an apology letter and pictures of her two girls
Sad that my children did not have a healthy relationship with the first man a young girl falls in love with her daddy
And a young boy their mommy
To see that we could have had some normalcy
That they could have a prototype of what it is like for two people who made babies and have their lives come first and never abandon them
Both men both
Couldn’t find it in their mind when they were not who I loved and they couldn’t accept that I didn’t want to have sex with them anymore
And they the children were forgotten by them or used as Corissa experience was with her father
He really messed her up big time
She needs so much help
And then I think about how hard they made it for me
Not taking responsibility in any form
So why am I stuck on this
I look at them and see how much they had to go through themselves
A crappy start
And then Corissa’s father telling her he isn’t giving her anything
He responsible for so much destruction in her life
It’s sad
I’m sad for all of them and now Eva
So to be head of this family
Honored
Let them rise to the occasion
They are awesome people
They are my babies
Me