For all I am to be greatful for
Why am I visited by this doom
What does it want from me
Every single day I fight this with my might
Why am I sad
What is wrong with me
Why am o crying in my sleep
What is my problem
What
Was his mind all over the place like mine is and just couldn’t take it any more
It is strong
It won’t go away
Not without a fight
I’m not nuts
Just bloody sad
What
What is wrong with me
To stir awake and go into a crying fit
What
What is wrong
My hormones
What
Hold me tight
I ask again Heavenly Father
Hold me tight so it hurts and not my brain
I cannot explain it anymore than i already have
And every day I wake I fight
Would you please
Please
Heal this mind
Make it want to live
Not be so so sad
If I knew what makes me feel like this
Would change so much to the end
Soon to be 57
And to be sad for the past five or more years
Strong I must be for today
It’s just not there
I need to find it
Will call my sister
I know they to are sad
Time to take my meds
Hoping this to will pass
This to shall pass
I just need to hold on
Hold me tight
Don’t ever let me go
Me