MrsD - Merry Christmas to you and your family. I wish you a good recovery from your recent illness.
I haven't been on NT for quite a while but in the early hours of Boxing Day morning, unable to sleep, I came back here looking for advice, and this thread was one of the first I saw.
You've helped so many over such a long time so I'd like to add my thoughts (and I'm sure many of those who have come and gone - Lara, English Dave, Indigo, DejaVu and many others) would all share their love and healing wishes - paying it back as you have paid it forward countless times.
Take care - look forward to having you back soon.
Kind regards
Bluesfan