It's great to be part of a forum with so many survivors....unless you've experienced it first-hand, you don't know how tough it can be.

Now that I'm back to pretty-well normal (is there such a thing!!) I'm happy to just be alive!!

Not sure why I lived when so many others don't make it...in the first months of my recovery, I kept thinking I had to do something 'profound & meaningful'...now I know that I just have to "be"...