Congratulations, Wiz. It's a bittersweet thing to get approved for something you never wanted.
When I was approved I was happy and relieved only because I needed the money. It seemed strange getting that first deposit. But Wiz, we earned this benefit. This is not a handout.....we earned it by working years and years.......some of those years while we were battling this disease.
Relax and take some much needed time to rest and not worry about money. You've earned it. I remember all the work you've done over the years......you have earned this.