Kiwi, have you seen any improvement in abstinence?

Yesterday did not go well and I limped back to the train right after lunch. I am glad I took my cane as I depended on it heavily. I survived the lunch with pitchers of margaritas right in front of me but I became increasing depressed about the PN and terrible weakness in my legs and I knew being around alcohol when in a sad state would not be a good place for me so when they went for more cocktails after lunch I bailed. Apparently my friends thought the cane was a fashion accessory. Not sure what that says about my sense of style but when I needed to use it for support there were many questions that I was not prepared to answer. All on all a bad day and just with a bit of walking the burning pain come evening was quite intense. Ouchey.