Thank you so much for sharing
It means so much to this person
You too understand
As I ask for forgiveness
And let them know I will do my very best
And will never turn my back on them
As I too was hardest on my eldest
She has just shared with me the appreciation she has for me
And can look back and see that in it all I put them first
Even in my drinking days
And now my son fighting his demons calls me for support
Last night we spoke for some time in the end I told him I know exactly how he feels
And that I’m sorry
That I will never turn my back on him
He responds
I know you won’t mom
That he knows means everything to me
And my boy has put me through some tough times
But he knows
He knows
And when I was pregnant with Corissa at bingo with my mother and aunt who was visiting from Hungary and her oldest friend who is in her mid nineties and all but one of her children passed
And sitting across me in my native language I hear my mother tell them if she had to do it all over again she never would have had children
In the present that all is true as she is not in our lives
My baby sister was just told by her she was to be aborted but my father intercepted the confirmation call
It is deep
Very deep
She has no clue how I cry for her
Thank you
Wondering how you are doing on a different subject
Love
Me