Spirit
Sat in the car for four hours with my granddaughter
So my child could take her placement test
To get her diploma is what is more important than her getting a job
My body still hasn’t recouped from sitting for so lone
Eva had her dvd
I had mine
Ran into a retired POLICE OFFICER
He was interested in me very much this when Corissa was two known him for four decades school time
Would have taken me on with Corissa at the time
Again
No trust
Had convinced him to date his older girlfriend
Said he would never marry after his divorce
Guess what
He married her
There was just NO spark
Anyhow my hand hurt so badly I having a hard time typing
The throbbing in each finger as they tingle
My bones in joints with pain have increased my right chest behind my balloon under the armpit hurts
Having to go to a slew of doctors
Afraid I am
My mind is all over the place
Can’t put my finger on it
But I don’t think I want to know
Getting my granddaughter ready
It’s as if it just never stopped
And it hasn’t that’s the freaky fact
How much longer can my body go through
To hold a pen or pencil
A spoon knife silverware hurts to hold
My mind all over the place
Everyone calling me with their problems
And I just listen
Listen
And listen
I have but this place to come to
Falling to pieces
Heavenly Father keep my Spirit alive
In Jesus name
Amen
Me