I can’t even run from it
As it visits me in my sleep
Oh to be woken up like that just *ucks
And not able to return back to sleep even worse
So up early
Got Eva’s lunch ready
Sending it off with a note in her bag everyday
Did the same for my children
She is a hugger
I get so many warm hugs from her
It would be something if it be the magic potion
Bottle it up and a dab when feeling like this person does
Honestly the love that emanates for her being is awesome stuff
We count the dogs we see on our ride to and from school
Mother failed to call her
This is how I know she call me to pick a fight
Will not entertain it
Ever
No contact
No desire
May this too pass
Me