I'm sorry you are feeling so badly, Bobby

But you you have to find a way to get out of bed if you can so that you don't lose the progress you made at PT and find yourself at risk of falling so much again
I know that when you are depressed that may seem impossible...

If you follow the rules of the South Beach Diet, you should lose quite a bit of weight in stage 1. In stage 2, the diet is easier to follow, but weight loss slows down a little. I hope that when you start losing weight, you will be happier with yourself

I don't understand what you said about taking your meds...