Of course I did do too much cleaning yesterday. I paid/am paying for it, but I do feel much better about how the place looks. Having things neater and cleaner helps my anxiety. There are some things I would like to do today, but I don't know if I will be able to do them.

We ordered out last night because I was exhausted. I ate half of a veggie calzone, and the taste of bread was oh so good
I will not be weighing myself for a couple of days.

I bought a $150 down jacket for $42 from ****'s Sporting Goods online. It came yesterday. It's good looking, but only weighs about a pound. It was about 20 degrees when it came, so I wore it outside to see how warm it was, and it was very warm! I bought a large and thought it was too big, and wanted to exchange it for a medium, but Corey convinced me it fit well. But this morning, I can tell it's clearly too big for me. I took off the tags, threw the bag out, and wore it out smoking, so its too late to exchange it now. I'm very disappointed I listened to him. I'm going to be self-conscious wearing it now.

I haven't gone to the BR in at least a week and a half. I didn't want to go out to buy mag. citrate yesterday, so I took 4 bisacodyl tablets this morning. I have no way of knowing how long it will take for them to work... if they work.

Today is lottery day, but I should go out and take care of that early so I don't end up having to go to the BR when I'm out.