CHERIE!!!!
How nice to see you!

But, I'm SO sorry for your loss.

It sounds as if Bessie was very lucky to have both you and your husband in her life. I know that our pets become just as endearing as our own family, so it's horrific to lose them. You and your husband are in my thoughts.
Give yourself some time and perhaps you may want to rescue another dog from similar circumstances (although it's hard to believe that people can treat a pet like that).
I hope you are faring well otherwise. It's good to see you posting again.
All the best,
Chris