Bizi, I have had a lot of dreams about accidental drinking. At first I was a little rattled by them, but now they don't bother me.
I think it's great that you try to join Jeff on his spiritual journey by exploring The Power of Now. It may just not be for you tho.
Maybe meditation and mindlfulness will be more up your alley. Mari has given you some great suggestions that I should explore myself, but I'm too lazy.
I never would have thought about getting a to-go container right away. That was a smart move!
How did things go with the foundation guy?