T.V. might be ready on Monday but they will try for (sooner) Friday.


Apple could not help me retrieve my apple ID for my phone. They will send a text to Hubby's phone in four days. The woman on the phone said it took her over a month when she had to get her apple ID restored this way. I could have it sooner, but she was letting me know it could be a wait.

I talked a lot to hubby tonight.
Earlier I told him that after I got some sleep tonight I would be leaving him in the morning. I changed my mind because I need him to keep track of my meds.

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I cannot trust him not to eff up my life every time he gets a bug up his as. I use that phone for work audio memos to myself and I take lots of photos of my notes on the board so that I can refer to them before I start class next time or when a student
asks any question. And of course they call/text me.

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Every work day hubby wakes me up and then walks me to the car in the mornings to help me get to work.
He does 90% of the grocery shopping.
He knows I am holding on to my job and to my life by a couple of threads but he
cannot not translate that knowledge into "how about I do not mess up
her shakey equilibrium?"

I told him that no matter what happens in the future, I will never trust him again.

M