I had an awful experience getting a haircut today. I told the hairdresser to be particularly gentle with me due to my condition but once she started getting into it she was anything but that! She continually slapped/patted my head with her hand and hit the side of my head with the razor making me head bump around . Also on multiple occasions she pulled my hair back aggressively which made my head whip forward a bit as she released.

The whole time I couldnt help but feel a profound sense of dread at all the damage I was taking and how much this was gonna set me back. Now I feel pretty awful, have nausea, brain fog, headache. Worst part is I had plans to go to the museum with friends tonight but its looking like I'll have to cancel once again. I hate this.

No real point to this post just needed to vent a bit. I wonder if this is something I would have not thought twice about back when my brain was healthy or if it would have bothered me even then?