my bipolar is raging and is directed at the supervisor who manages aides who come to my house. for the past few weeks only one has come when I am entitled to two. I think she is lying to me and not trying hard to get another one. I think she is passive aggressive, At this point I feel so much rage toward her. The other aides weren't good either but they hardly get paid. At this point I can't stand her voice. Iam going to call her on Monday and tell her to forget the thursday aide and that I am psychic and picking up bad vibrations and the less contact I have to deal with her the better. I am not messing up as much. the south beach diet is cheaper than when I buy regular food and there is no mess or dishes to clean up and sink to clean.I plan to be on it a long time. I haven't gone to sleep yet. I am so angry. My caseworker hasn't seen my bipolar in action. I won't make coffee because there is still a chance I can fall asleep. I probably will lose Marci when she learns that she will be the only one who helps me, that I regret so much