hey! my name is Evan, I'm 20 years old, and I am in the process of dropping out of college due to an EXTREME flareup that leaves me incapable of.. pretty much anything most of the time. I've never used these forums before so i don't really know how to start- i spent forty minutes writing a long post and then erased it all, to be honest.

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i guess i'm really looking for some place i can feel understood, and that i can find help from in dealing with all - all of this.