I am taking my taxes in today. I feel rotten. I have been feeling rotten. I have been spending money. I have had such negative thoughts. My therapist is coming today but I can't explain them. I feel so isolated. suri called but I wouldn't say much. I know things are so much worse for other people. that doesn't help. I feel so very isolated. I ran out of the food and just ordered more yesterday. I gained back some weight.