I am going to ask the psychiatrist this morning for more risperdal. I don't know if he will give it to me. I take 1 mg in the morning and 1 at night really feel unstable a lot of the time lately. I feel pressured by being around most people. right now i am happy I only have marcia coming once a week and nobody coming on thursday. it is too stressful. I am already stressed about the results of the physical I took with the double dose of medication next friday and the cardiologist visit on wednesday. I don't know what he will want or say about the ekg. I think bp gets worse as you age. I am worried about money. I am still spending too much. I got a new older of south beach diet yesterday but ordered chinese food. out of control.
Abby has been jumping from one of the high cabinets onto the bed more frequently and from the high cabinet into the closet.