In my own world I live
Having so many I think of
Some not with us anymore
Trying to get my life in order
With situation on top of situations
Never forgotten
Hoping all have gotten better as so much time has go by
I am not to ever be self absorbed
Have good thoughts to you all
In my own life that dark cloud just doesn’t seem to lift
Fighting through it to find the sun
Asking Heavenly Father for a miracle
Is the last thing I ask
To wake I must give thanks
Put my depression to the side and replace it with the promises
Meditate in my belief
To trust and have faith and hope

My child who I raised no help from her father
In fact the core of her tornado stems from no true structure
As he never lifted her in a proper manner
Giving her a solid foundation so it was my job to introduce a Heavenly way
The only way to submit ones self
To the Father and listen to be thankful for another day because it be the answer always

Disappointed again as she took flight into another home and a mother who took interest in my child and had her do what I would and did when her daughter. Was in my home
Day two waiting waiting and not a word
Three o’clock came and left a long time ago
Something is wrong
And that’s just what I feel
I contact the mother
And find manipulation already in the work
She knows the rules and ignores me
She shows me she just doesn’t care
And it’s me
I have to find the strength serenity to stay strong and not allow
My child to use me
But rather listen to me

Having to put herself in a position that she must face the music
I will never lie for her
Pray we come together as one
And for my grand baby see that Heavenly Father comes first and all else will follow

I am physically sick
Asking Heavenly Father for several miracles only he can grant

To all those I have connected with
You all know who you are
Forgotten you are not
And pray that all is getting better as time goes by
That happiness is in you heart and mind
I will be doing what I do ever single day
Me