I am just so depressed. I think the first a1c was lower because I doubled up on the medication. I am just totally depressed over my life and just feel so rotten.
I don't have anything good to look forward to and possibly a lot of bad things. I just feel like crying like a baby. right now I can't pick myself up. I know it is bipolar depression but that isn't helping. II just finished my class and that didn't help but made things worse