I think I have done it all my life. My therapist this time says I don't take credit for what I have accomplished. I just look at what I f#$ked up. Do we have high standards for ourselves? Does the bipolar get in the way of our potential. when I was tested it always said I didn't live up to my potential. that is frustrating.
I just looked up on my credit card. It is going to be a big one this time too. I am getting scared. I just bought a pretty bra that fits. I am at the stage now where I feel like throwing out things. I don't need shoes. I don't need bags. I don't need bras or pants or books or lamps orr sweaters or tee shirts. I am going to have to pay the accountant. then I just will need food. Hope I can control myself.