oh wow. your mother sounds so bad. how could she have thought up such a thing? I wonder what was going through her mind and how much shame she lived with. I just had a nightmare about my mother I dreamt she sort of gave Myra most of the money and left me with nothing. It was partially true. Later on in life she told me the state could take care of me. She hated that I mentioned that my father drank when everybody knew it.
I am so sorry you had to live with that overhanging your head. I forgot. did you nurse her when she developed and died from cancer. If so did she show appreciation and change. Am I confused?
love
bobby
when you didn't work for your father was he okay with you?